After so much sex talk, I am really bushed now and want to kink my thoughts in a different direction. This does not mean I am skeptical about writing women’s sexuality; it is just a frame shift of mind with time. I can’t ignore my 1500 gm brain for this makeover. And like me, you all practice this fact, but the impact is so subtle that one fails to recognize it. The best example I can put here — when you chat on google, you change the custom messages and so I do. I sometimes write—I am more like a Rorschach test, my laid back attitude towards life, mere jeevan sathi pyar kiye ja etc., etc – nvm. And I see this on others id as well. Just think over it and then experience the little shift that is taking place in your mind every now and then.
You must be wondering what am I going to write—may be my mind is severely damaged or I have just come out of my coma—but believe me, whatever I am writing today is just a reflection of how I perceive the world and the milieu where I live in. It is not like someone is trying to foist off a crazy idea on me – this is what I am feeling at this moment.
I had never thought about myself so seriously just because of my mollycoddled attitude. Sometimes, I really feel depressed, and a dark silhouette looms around me and the very next moment a dreadful voice comes out of the dark saying— come out of your so called illusionary world; you are cynical, you are a laughing stock and you are nothing. And when I ask why—my past life rolls straight in my mind just to prove the above statement.
This is what life is? Or is it merely a philosophical thought what great people have told us? What about people who talk about luck, destiny? Is your destiny already primed and the supreme power sitting above you is watching every moment of yours just to confirm what he has written is correct? May be—understanding the philosophy of life is not a cup of tea for me. But, still I am going through all these phages.
Now some people might ask, why am I telling my so-called sad story or whatever – I just wanna share. And I remember the very first time when I was browsing a search engine to find what blog means – the very first definition I got was: It’s an open diary. So, friends, please do comment on this blog as your reaction is vital for me.
I know this blog is boring for ppl who take life in a positive and meaningful way and for some blog readers its just an escapist's medium—but I am really happy that I at least got a chance to share my feelings with you guys.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
My perception towards life
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Very rarely it happens that you get time for introspection. Amidst ruthless competition and eternal quest to hoard money in our present world, there is no time to think about ourselves – or to do some sort of internal grilling. Well, this time that makes us think about ourselves helps us to be a better person. This is the right time to treasure all that is close to you – your near ones and knowledge that you have gained so far. And move on, this might look like a tedious task to walk ahead with present state of affairs, but after all this is the best time that would help you make things better in the time to come. All this laid back attitude and cynical approach would appear nothing but a trifle when you would succeed in a big way.
Always remember, everyone who ever wanted to make things happen the way he/she wants go through such sort of phase. Obviously, this time will pass away like night and bright sunshine would certainly come – but this time would enable you to know this world and yourself better.
And, if this melancholy appears like a mountain to climb then its better to look at those who are not privileged like us – all those poor souls devoid of even basic necessities of life.
Thanks a lot for sharing your thoughts. Ya, I am taking life in a positive way or i can say someone has realized me to think that way.
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